{"id":1967,"date":"2021-07-21T13:04:10","date_gmt":"2021-07-21T13:04:10","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/cms.mutusystem.com\/en-uk\/?p=1967"},"modified":"2023-12-09T22:23:54","modified_gmt":"2023-12-09T22:23:54","slug":"birth-experience-when-you-feel-shame","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mutusystem.com\/en-uk\/c-section\/birth-experience-when-you-feel-shame\/","title":{"rendered":"Birth Experience Feelings of Shame or Failure"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

Feelings of shame or failure following a birth experience remain all too common. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

We plan for our birth experience, reading everything we can get our hands on to prepare. We picture who will be by our side, how we will cope, what support we would like and we feel fearful, excited or both.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

For many of us, birth experience reality doesn\u2019t go as planned, and emergency medical intervention, including c-section, are common. Many c-sections are planned and positively chosen and for some, even emergency intervention is simply welcomed and gratefully accepted.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

But others feel failure or shame around their birth experience and imagined inability to \u2018perform\u2019 at labour and childbirth in the way they expected.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

My birth experience is why I made MUTU<\/h2>\n\n\n\n

“Neither of my birth experiences turned out at all the way I had planned. I was a strong 34-year-old personal trainer when I gave birth to my daughter in 2005. The final hours of a 28-hour labour involved emergency medical intervention, which left me fading in and out of consciousness, haemorrhaging. I was told that the surgeon had been \u2018up to his elbows\u2019 in my body and in my blood.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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My first, 2005. Ava. The reason I made MUTU.<\/p>Wendy, MUTU CEO<\/cite><\/blockquote>\n<\/div><\/div>\n\n\n\n

I was completely rocked, sad and bitter that my preparation, fitness and strength seemed to have counted for nothing. I was determined that with my second I would  \u2018do it right\u2019, but birthing my son two years later brought me even closer to actually losing my life.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I haemorrhaged again, this time much more acutely. Had it not been for the paramedics urging me to stay conscious as I was flown by helicopter to a larger hospital, and the work of surgeons on the day, I wouldn\u2019t be here at all. Eternally grateful as I feel now, at the time I simply felt weak and broken, like my body had failed me again.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

So I too experienced the belief that my body had let me down, that it hadn\u2019t achieved what was supposed to be intuitive and natural. I felt as though I could no longer trust my body, as though it had deserted me when I needed it most.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

As a fit and strong personal trainer dedicated to self-care and respect for our bodies\u2019 abilities and strengths, I utterly disconnected following my birth experience. I neither trusted nor loved my body and faced a long road of not only physical recovery, but also mental health issues and rebuilding self-esteem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

This is why I made MUTU<\/a>. Why I connect so deeply to the stories of women who feel any sense of \u2018shame\u2019 around birth that is medicalised or traumatic”.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

C-Section Shame<\/h2>\n\n\n\n

Feeling out of control and fearful is not uncommon for women looking back on their birthing experiences. When intervention is necessary, when trauma occurs, then we are survivors, not failures.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

 C-sections are common, and not always a \u2018plan-b\u2019 or last resort. C-section can be a positive and conscious choice and may be the medically safest option for a multitude of reasons<\/a> or circumstances. Around 1 in 4 births in the UK are by caesarean, and in the US this figure is higher.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A C-section birth is a \u2018normal\u2019 birth. It can be safe, calm and positive just as any other experience. Extreme anxiety is often the result of feeling uninformed and scared, so talking about the possibility of a c-section scenario beforehand may help.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Know that this is your journey, your story.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Give yourself time and grace, and consider yourself a strong and powerful survivor, never a \u2018failure\u2019.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

However our births go, the people around us can make all the difference. We all remember the caregivers who made us feel safe, cared for and informed, just as we may remember the ones who were rushed or brusque. Birth partners or a Doula can be a great comfort, advocating for you, asking questions or simply being there, holding and reassuring you.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

It\u2019s okay not to be okay and pretending you\u2019re okay is not okay.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

‘Mother\u2019s guilt\u2019, feelings of judgement and shame extend beyond birth – whether or not we breastfeed, how we parent, how our body appears to have \u2018bounced back\u2019, whether or how quickly we return to jobs or careers. The multiple ways we can be perceived to fail feel endless and exhausting.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Recovery takes time, nourishment and gentle rehabilitation. It is major surgery and its routine status shouldn\u2019t diminish the physical trauma and need for recovery and care.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Making peace with your birth experience<\/h2>\n\n\n\n

Breathing exercises and techniques such as MUTU System<\/a> to restore core muscle connection and engagement are vital. Hydration, good nutrition and daily gentle exercise such as walking to encourage circulation and healing will all help.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Women are enduring symptoms like incontinence, back pain<\/a> or painful sex believing them to be inevitable consequences of motherhood. It\u2019s as if these issues are further signs that we have simply \u2018failed\u2019 at birthing, mothering, or achieving a so-called acceptable or perfect body.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Please know that these symptoms can absolutely be addressed<\/a> and that you deserve function, dignity and pleasure in your own body. Your body is extraordinary, powerful and strong, regardless of how you give birth.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Speaking up and seeking support about your birth experience is so important. Every woman deserves to feel confident and strong in her body, to feel empowered not weak, and to know that however you gave birth, you did good.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

In this community we believe every woman should be treated with dignity and respect and empowered to feel in control of their recovery or preparation for motherhood. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Come and join over 80,000 mothers and feel good about your body and what it is able to do. We\u2019ve got you.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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