{"id":2051,"date":"2021-07-21T13:06:08","date_gmt":"2021-07-21T13:06:08","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/cms.mutusystem.com\/en-uk\/?p=2051"},"modified":"2023-12-15T10:59:30","modified_gmt":"2023-12-15T10:59:30","slug":"could-be-anything-youve-had-a-lot-of-drugs","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mutusystem.com\/en-uk\/post-birth-recovery\/could-be-anything-youve-had-a-lot-of-drugs\/","title":{"rendered":"My Birth Story, from MUTU Founder, Wendy"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
Founder Wendy Powell – ‘Why I made MUTU’.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cI believed my body let me down, I felt broken and like I’d failed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I know that women\u2019s bodies are strong, adaptable, powerful and occasionally capable of miracles. But I have \u2018wobbled\u2019 on 2 fairly major occasions to maintain that belief when I had my own babies.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
It’s not a competition. Many of us have had traumatic or physically damaging birth experiences, and just as many have fantastic, unassisted and empowering experiences (I applaud you whilst being just slightly<\/em> envious).<\/p>\n\n\n\n I needed to re-think the advertising for my pregnancy and postnatal personal training business after I had my first baby in 2005. I had been one of those trainers who with the very best of intentions would assure clients how smooth everything would be if they followed the correct pregnancy exercise regime. How quickly they would pop out their baby with their finely tuned pelvic floor muscles and how swiftly they would zing back to energetic gorgeousness.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Then it was my turn.<\/p>\n\n\n\n I felt short-changed, bitter and broken. It was so unfair. I\u2019d \u2018done everything right\u2019. I had eaten, relaxed and exercised by the book, so how come none of it worked out?<\/p>\n\n\n\n My daughter was a pretty damaging ventouse delivery after 28 hours labour; postpartum haemorrhage; a \u2018manual evacuation\u2019 (yuk) and a catalogue of gruesome and crappy moments which I won\u2019t bore you with.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Her brother was born nearly 2 years later, a natural birth with the full support of midwives and doctors who assured me that there was \u2018no reason why it would happen again\u2019. His birth was glorious \u2013 but then my haemorrhage came again and this time it was vicious. Paramedic helicopter, theatre and a whole series of \u2018procedures\u2019. A terrified looking nurse told me the next day how she \u2018thought we\u2019d lost you there\u2019.<\/p>\n\n\n\n